College: 2 Go or Not 2 Go

Right about now I don't whether or not college is right for me. The only reason I can think of as to why I am attending this school is because so many people are counting on me and have such high expectations for me. The other reason is because I really want to be some type of doctor because they make lots of money. These are the only two reasons and they dont really seem to be all that great. I dont know what to do. If I was to tell my mother this, she would freak out, but I know I am going to have to make the decision for me and only me. I dont want to give up because I am so far from a quitter, but I am really lost and not sure what to do. I bet if my dad was here he would know what to do. Dang I miss him, but I know I have to live my life for Candice and not for the people around me. Maybe the Air National Guard would be a good idea afterall, I mean I have been giving it a great amount of thought. Who's to say where I'll be in the next year or two; I DONT EVEN KNOW!!

Social Life from H-E-Double Hockey Sticks!!

My social life is in shambles as of now. My best friend is so amazing and I love her to death. We have the best realtionship at this moment and we grown closer since high school. I met two new friends name Stephanie and Kayci, I love them so much and they are so FUNNY!! Me and my bestie go out with them and they act a fool. MY bestfriend in Athens is tripping, but that's all the time. He is so crazy, but we all miss him. I can't wait to see him when he comes home for Thanksgiving; that's going to be great. I had girl drama earlier in the week. Me being the person that I am, i SHould have known that rooming with 3 females from my high school and 1 that i don't even know, was going to be major trouble, but hey, you live and you learn. I am enjoying the college life so far, but at times it can be testing. I ahve learned that everyone is not my friend and the people that want to be in your life and remain there, will take it upon themsleves to make it happen. All i can say now is that i absolutely, positively love my life and the wonderful people that are contained within it!!!:)

The Owl Of It All LOL!!

I was doing the Owl homework and I realized that i had yet to do my blog for my University Experience class so I decided to write about what I was doing before this. I really get frustrated with the Owl homework somtimes becasue they mark stupid things wrong and it just makes me so angry. I feel that they should not mark the simple things wrong becasue they know people make mistakes, I mean I'm only human. I also don't want them to just give me the answer, but come one people just becasue i have the + in front of the number instead of behind the number when writing the charge, dont mark it wrong. Even though it has its downs about it Owl is very helpful and i feel like I'm going to pass this second exam. THe first exam was very bad and I really failed that one, but my mother doesn't know, that's why I'm still living, lol. I am very glad we have Owl for Chemistry becasue without it I would be so lost due to the fact that I rarely pay attention in class. Well that's all for now so I guess I'll talk to you one day next week. SEE YA!!

&& This is My Life

Last night or shall i say early this morning i was awakened by a ring on my phone. It was boyfriend Markwail and he was telling me about his babymama drama. I was sleepy and really didnt wanna hear it, but i listened becasue that's what a good girlfriend does. He gave me his myspace password a few days ago and i put stuff on there that would make his groupies mad. He was asking me about that too and i told him what i did. His babymama has his password also and he said she also wrote sumthin. So, when i got up i went on myspace and checked it. She wrote some little things about me, calling me out my name, but i didnt worry about it because i know where Markwail be at, with me!! I just feel like these online profile things are extremely overrated and people take them too seriously. I do little things on my profiles becasue i know people like Markwail's babymama will get mad about it. I find it rather amusing, i just don't know whe they're going to get the hint. LOL!!!

My Psychology Professor

Today when I went to my psychology class I expected it to be another hour filled with laughs and excitement. When i first started going to the class, I noticed that everytime he went over somthing he asked "so far, so good." He has a habit of saying this and within each class meeting he says it over a hundred times. i dont know if i'm the only person in my class that noticed this, but it is rather funny. Today I also noticed something else that he does. If somebody asks him a question, he is looking at the person that asked him the question, BUT!! he turns his head quckly to look at other people, but quickly turns back to the person that asked the question. Have you ever noticed this? I know you might not understand what I'm talking about but if you visit one of our classes when you see him do it oyu're going to know exactly what i'm talking about. I know thsi weird, but so is he!!

Hurricane Hanna Catastrophe

This week has been focused on the hurricane we all call Hanna. This hurricane has no idea what she wants to do. Meteorologists have been tracking her and have made some strange observations. One day she's going west and the nest she's going southeast. It's like make up your mind already. TO me Hanna is like an indecisive person. She has so many options she doesn't know which one to choose. I just really hope she doesn't decide to go ahead and hit Savannah because although i would like the extra days out of class i don't want to have to go through the same things that the Katrina victims went through. It's a hard choice, but i would rather be in school than to have to relocate and be at risk of losing family and friends. So, what i would say to Hanna is "Get lost, find another city to attack!!!!"

First Week @ AASU

My first week at Armstrong was pretty good considering the fact that it rained almost everyday and i got wet almost everyday due to the lack of "protection". There were some downfalls of the week, like missin two classes because i thought i only had to attend them one day out of the week. On my schedule there was a TR and i thought that meant Thursday, but i later found out at the last minute it meant, Tuesday and Thursday. DUH!! A little slow on my part, but i would think if it was Tuesday and Thursday there would have been a "T" and then "TH" to look like "TTH". Yea i'm still sort of mad at that, but hey accidents happen and after all this was my first week at this college thing. I also haven't been able to buy any books due to the fact that my financial aid hasn't gone through and my mom is pretty much broke and i just got a job yesterday. That Sucks!! Other than all of the mishaps, i enjoy living in my apartment with my friends from high school and being able to do what i want when i want and NO parents. I am enjoying myself , but hopefully the next week will be much better.